..::PUDAR::..

Assalamualaikum

sekarang ni aku rasa down gila

so aku nak merepek jap

1st day last semester

bukanlah hari yang menggembirakan

and its getting worse 

as time passes by

harapan aku nak sambung master macam makin pudar je

by pudar I mean

macam dah tanak sambung

sebab

aku rasa dah patah semangat gile

untuk last semester ni

makin banyak benda nak kena consider

bila banyak benda nak kena consider

banyak la aku berfikir

All this time

since I was in school

all my life is about science

I've been learning it since darjah 4

but now

rasa macam its time to stop

rasa macam give up gila

All this time 

I've excel in my subject

I get an A on chemistry or whatever

I get this good feelings about all the thing that I can be

but now

I think I will not become any of them

I never thought that I could sink so low

anyway

macam yang kawan aku cakap

benda dah jadi

and aku dah sampai sini dah pun

tak kan nak berhenti setengah jalan kan

so lets just finish this

and get a damn scroll by this October 

shall we

ok 

Assalamualaikum