Penyakit Hati bukan Sakit Hati

Assalamualaikum

ok
Ive been thingking
maybe just maybe
untuk entry masa-masa ni
previously ke on coming ke
mostly is about me adapting to a new life
a life of togetherness with my wife
walaupun aku dah kahwin setahun lebih dah

tapi
mostly aku duduk sorang-sorang
hidup single
sebab kitorang PJJ
so I spend most of my time alone lah
then on the weekend baru jumpa wife aku
that's my life so far la

tapi
since MCO ni
aku dengan wife aku duduk sekali
for the first time agak lama lah jugak
over a month kot
and I have to admit beza gila kot keadaan dia

and thus
all the entry about me
adapting to this new life
bukan lah nak kata tak best
atau tak suka
just that I need some time to adapt

atau pun
mungkin ni cara Allah nak prepare kan aku
bila anak aku lahir nanti
memang lagi-lagi la susah

sekian